The Wheel, Spring Equinox, & Rebirth

I feel okay… I feel solid… I want to say happy, but that makes me nervous. In the past, happiness … More

Happy 33rd Self

I begrudgingly celebrated my birthday today. It’s hard celebrating certain milestones after my dads death. But I tried… I’m glad … More

My dad would have been 60 today. Imagine that! In a way that’s all I have. My imagination. For the … More

I wanted to talk a bit about how my planned two-week Camino turned into a 3 day one. In some … More

This video is part 2 of 9 in my Dear Self Series. During the pandemic, I was overcome with fear, … More

This video is part 1 of 9 in my Dear Self Series. During the pandemic, I was overcome with fear, … More

Even in paradise the mornings are still the hardest for me. Some mornings I wake up feeling heavy, scared, confused. … More

Happy Birthday, You. You made it through another year. & although you don’t really want to celebrate it. You know … More

I have spent so much time keeping myself safe. Self-insulting and creating barriers between myself and the outside world. In … More

Dear Daddy, I just wanted to tell you, that I miss you. It’s two years now and I’m at the … More

Today, I spent my time by the ocean. I soaked my feet in the salty water. Pretended like I was … More

He texted me a couple of hours before he died, but I did not answer. Then he called me, and … More